The Passion.

Me and my friends watched The Passion of The Christ last night... yea, talk about a light-hearted girls night. Not. I was in a pile... a complete wreck. I'd seen it before when it first came out and I cried. But not like this. I don't cry in movies. And I definitely don't sob. I never felt so drained.

This wasn't a movie that I could just disconnect from and tell myself "It's just a movie." It actually happened. Jesus was ridiculed... tempted... betrayed...beaten... spit on... crucified. And it's my fault.

I was hit pretty hard watching the scene when Peter denies Christ. It flashes back to Peter telling Jesus he will follow him to prison even to death.. And then within minutes he flat out says he doesn't know Jesus three times. Then Jesus, bloodied and beaten, meets Peter's eyes. And you can see the pain and the shame in Peter's face. And I couldn't help but feel exactly what he felt. Because I've done the exact same thing. How he puts up with me... I will never know?

Grace... such a beautiful thing.


There's this song on Phil Wickham's new CD that I couldn't help but think of as I cried and shook my way through watching Christ hang on the Cross... it's called "True Love" and it's so good...



Come close listen to the story
About a love more faithful than the morning
The Father gave his only son just to save us

The earth was shaking in the dark
All creation felt the Father's broken heart
Tears were filling heaven's eyes
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that true love died, the day that true love died

Search your heart, you know you can't deny it
Come on, lose your life just so you can find it
The Father gave his only son just to save us

The earth was shaking in the dark
All creation felt the father's broken heart
Tears were filling heaven's eyes
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that true love died, the day that true love died

Now Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
oh He is alive
He rose again

When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that true love died, the day that true love died

Come close listen to the story